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Tuesday, March 17, 2009♥

SHIOOKK SIAAL TODAE
i meet my frens @ Zone X
arcade...hehe!funn:)
den we go lib
me n nesah go eat2
we go back to lib,,,,the boys are gone so
we go to the arcade again(me n nesah)
play



MARIO!!!! but at last.....I won....hehe
thnkz nesah for blanjaing me

[4:48 AM]

Monday, March 16, 2009♥

He does'nt lyn me on msn i tink he blocked me
since he 'noes' already
some people have no lives but to ruin other people's life
by telling their secrets to other people
and that goes to u boyz who broke ur promise
at least i NEVER spread ur secrets abt.......
i will never trust guys
i m REALLY starting to give up on him
no use anymore!
AND IF "YOU" ARE READING THIS I HOPE U R HAPPY
YOUR 15 YEAR OLD HEARTBREAKER
AND IF U TINK DAT I WILL CRY 4 U.......
JUST FORGET IT SIALAN!
I TOT U WERE OK BUT I WAS SOOOOO WRONG
I M TRYING TO MOVE OON
HOPE I WILL NEVER SEE UR FACE AGAIN
IN SKOOL (AT LEAST WHEN I M NOT NEAR U)
ok den now i have to get ready for later
i m meeting laila,fauzi,nesah,wann and all dat
todae...!

[9:18 PM]


F.Y.I!
my love for him is now 15%
it is just not worth it
he is my senior
i m his junior
he noes i exist but does'nt like me
he likes my fren
and the whole fugging
he ♥ my fren he does'nt♥ me
is going to start again
i think i should move on b4 it gets worse
but i m not ready
but i will tryy
i will try to not miss him
i will try to forget him
i will try to move on
since he noes abt me liking him
me and him will never go fine with each other
I WILL TRY.........

[6:07 AM]

Sunday, March 15, 2009♥

recently......i have been feeling down
i dunnoe y but i tink it is b coz of him
i tink i need to go counselling
for him?!
or the 'fight'
i tink 60 percent of him
10 percent of the fight
the rest i m nt sure
sooooooo confused.......
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[11:40 PM]


last two days ago.......i had a fight with my father
a huge one!
the huggest fight i ever had
i regret following them
i regret sending dat sms to him
i regret lepakking
now i m soo afraid





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[9:22 PM]

Saturday, March 14, 2009♥

fast and furious! (hamster ball....momo is in it!)
just need a sip of water......penat maen2

big ass....just like its mom!


My sis bought home a new pet momo



i m its aunt



we hven't noe if it is a girl / boy



so just call it MOMO!






super cute!

[10:20 PM]


many people break up tiis month
my heart was broken
my frens cried
soo its a bad month to be wif our partner
have to jaga2


aniwaes......siti broke up wif a'an
nesah broke up wif wan
shikin got a big fight wif iqram
and blah3
but in tid same month
i found love
well not exactly
i fell for him for the first time
i thought he was a arrogant jerk
but u noe...........



so my post ends here
bb!

[10:12 PM]

Tuesday, March 10, 2009♥

They made me cry
sooo sad!
i tink he noes
i ve been ignoring
farhan for this passed dae
i didnt mean to.......but i was sure
he broke his promise
i m sure he told ♥
abt me.....
why do i have to tell him??!!
why do i even trust them (eisss n a'an)
???!!!!
maybe bcoz i kept their secrets
n they kept mine....
sori farhan.....didnt mean to ignore u...
but i have to... u hurt my frens fellings....
u mess wif me...

dat is y i cried during math lesson
n amirul,nasrul n fauzi can make fun.....
soo badd...lyke all boys...
not trustable
accept ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥






hehe!

[5:22 AM]

Monday, March 9, 2009♥

FUGGING UH U ALL
NK FLIRT NGAN DIER PON TK DER CHANCE!
CHINABAE!
alasan uh krg mintk rokok knn
KANINA
pi mampos uh
klu sok dier tawu pal aku suker dier ...
aku blg shasha n ayu psl krg
nyer mulot uh chibai!

[1:07 AM]

Sunday, March 8, 2009♥

list of people who noes abt ♥

  1. ANESAH
  2. HAZWAN
  3. FARHAN
  4. ISTIFAR
  5. SITI
  6. AMIRUL
  7. HUDA
  8. ALIFAH
  9. SHIKIN
  10. KAK YANI
  11. LAILA
  12. ATIQAH 1N3

i m sooo dead

if farhan noes.....in one second two classes noes

but i still love♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

i luv u H!!!!


[3:34 AM]

Friday, March 6, 2009♥

i can't sleep last night
he was all i think abt
i tink i m gonna talk to him
somehow larh
he is just .........
Never felt lyke dis before
even more den 34
i miss him
it had been 34 hours since i
saw him
walking past my class:)
ok.....
CREEPY!!!!!
MY
HEARTS BEATS RAPIDLY
AROUND HIM!
I NEVER FELT LIKE DIS B4....
i m really going crazy.

[7:45 PM]



[7:45 PM]


at last i get to meet my old fren again!
i missed her very3 much.....
nasib i tell her where she is or
not we will not meet
farhan really wanted to see his ex
but

TOO BAD!!!!

hehehehehehehehehhehehehehehe!




ATIQAH frm 1n3
intro mie to dis 19 yr old
boy....dis morning
i don't noe him but he noes mie already!
19 YRS OLD and ME!
his name is arif
waiting for NS
single




sooo nooot interested!
but just fren2 can uh
:)

[6:25 AM]

Thursday, March 5, 2009♥

GET DIS IN YOUR HEAD AGAIN!

'TS' is the same as ♥

GET IT?!

HE IS SOO UNDESCRIBLE

DAT I HAD TO REFER TO HYM AS ♥







IT WAS TWO DAYS AGO.....





i was SUPER TIRED

so i went to sleep

den

i dreamt abt ♥♥♥

held my hand like how a romantic couple

did......kissed me

hugged me...

but the strangest part is dat

I FELT HIS TOUCH

ok weird

but it is still a dream dat i wish is was true

n it is not a wet dream ok!







i tink i m in love!!!





den todae was annual track field meet

he was the first one i searched for

when i stepped into the stadium.

HAWT!

but in the end......his house OMEGA

BOLEH BELAH

won...n BETA got 4!

SHIT SIOL

but happy for him

although he did nt run

coz he is on duty

i talked to him

after it was over

den he kembang













I LOVE HIM SOOO DEARLY




[2:05 AM]

Tuesday, March 3, 2009♥

OK...GET THIS IN TO YOUR HEAD
the number 34 is the guy that i
mentioned in the entry the i wrote
dated 2/27/09 n 2/26/09
AND IT IS NOT ABOUT HAZWAN.

34 does'nt even noe me
does not noe i exist in this world
but TS does.....same cca
n i tink he noes i exist cos
he likes toplay tricks on me
now he is playing tricks on
my heart.....he may be
suppeerr arrogant n mean
but he is actually romantic
i noe it coz i dreamt about hym
laast nite.
just a dream but how i realllly
wish it is true






btw i m oovveerr 34 he is
attached aniwaes:(


but 'TS' is just the guy


♥romantic
♥SUPPER HANSOME
♥talented in playing his instrument
but i can't tell u wat it is now
♥funny
♥very HAWT HAWT
NASIB MY SIS DON'T NOE WHO HE IS!
:)
i will continue next post....

[3:46 AM]





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